Curiousity Killed The Cat, Satisfaction Brought It Back

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

It spells "POISON", but im still taking it daily. Helps in my concentration levels, but everything comes with a price. In this case, the price is side effects. Was doing well without it in Semester 1, but grades have been sliding in Semester 2. I still think i could still struggle on without the medication but for the sake of better grades, i guess this is the only way out. And since i restarted medication again, i can wave goodbye to the hope of upgrading my PES status.

You are still loved.

Written at 5:01 PM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Changed phone and phone number, if dun have, msn me for it. Changed to Nokia 5230. Getting along better wif most of my classmates, they were not as bad as i thought....haha...felt abit guilty that i actually thought they were not very nice. Tml going for interview, am very nervous....omg....i dunno wat to wear lei.

Written at 10:30 PM

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Okay, the truth is out now. Yes, i did not realli quit smoking, at times of need, i admit i did resort to smoking. I know it was a stupid thing to do and i fully regretted this decision. But i swear upon my life that i will not smoke another stick ever again. I noe u are disappointed in me. I will not blame u if u decided not to talk to me . Its all my fault. But some things will never change, like my feelings for u.

Written at 1:17 AM

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Today did Engineering design...was very fun. Had to create a solar car using stay sticks, pulley sets and plywood. Starting was wondering how to do tat...but once we got the idea, everyone jus started doing and look!, a solar car is born!

Written at 5:04 PM

Went to my grandmother's birthday dinner at Peach Garden in Orchid country club. The service was damn good la...and the food oso nice. See liao will hungry. But nvm, i can sense pasta coming!...hahahahah

Duck leg...zzz...disgusting...the webbed feet...eewwww

Shark fins!

Prawns...this very nice...hohoho

Longevity bun...lols.

This is some fish...but dunno called wat...haha...nice oso

The roast pig, my 3rd uncle got the chef to fry it in spices...dun like

MIAN XIAN!

Jelly with aloe vera and coconut.

Written at 4:19 PM

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Not been updating for a while already. So back here...still alive and kicking. Life has been normal, been quite down recently, but life still goes on right? i can only hope that everything i hoped for will come true in future. Right now only thing i can do is wait and see ... hope i get out of this dark patch in life soon. :)

Written at 9:17 PM

Friday, October 23, 2009

Today is a bad day, you was not talking to me properly, maths sucks, reach home eating dinner choke on chilli padi. Got realli frustrated after choking.

After wat Riswan told me, i realised, i was very stupid. It was all my fault. I shouldn't have did the things that i had done. I shouldn't have got angry so easily, shouldn't have walked off like tat. Everyone was reprimanding me today, i felt so hopeless. If onli time could return back to yesterday, the day b4. I would not have done the same thing.

For now, i can onli wait and hope, that you would talk to me soon, tat things will be back to normal soon. I wan u to talk to me, i dun wan u to change a single bit. Im an idiot, a boring, attitude, childish, petty idiot. Pls...i realised my mistakes. Wat can i do to make u forgive me?. Im getting more and more miserable as the days passes. I hope you will talk to me, forgive me and return to ur old self. Please...

Written at 8:34 PM